Yes I know it’s the New Year’s yet and anyhow I don’t believe in that anyways. One should be able to make resolutions any time of the year.
When one’s mind get cluttered with so much mumbo jumbo, when one gets too caught up in unnecessary dramas, trash needs to be throw out.
Mind is not a place to store negative thoughts, grudges or bad memories. Better clear it now then to get too overwhelmed that you don’t even know where to begin.
Past year and have had been glorious, actually make it 2 years but last 6 months so much has happened that has taken toll on my mind. As a positive person I can’t live with this state of mind.
I need to go down the list and take out all the unnecessary thoughts, feelings and what not. Time has come to do much needed self therapy.
First off I would like to accept once and for all the relationship or the status of relationship I have with certain elders in the family. Of course maybe I could have handled situations differently, but I truly don’t think it would have made much difference to outcome. Somehow they would have found a reason to be offended and I can only control actions of myself, not what my sibling does. In the end he would have still offended him by not meeting their standards of politeness and I would have been in negative light any ways.
Ones who choose not to come and expected special call, well I have no regrets about it. Cause in the hindsight, it did not cross my mind and nor did I had time to make the calls anyways. That relationship was never perfect to begin with and again no amount of pleasing would worked. Washing my hands off and moving on.
Relations on in-laws side: seems ok with all, few who might felt offended by my personality not much I can do about. I don’t show fake concern and my true feelings show on my face and nothing I can do about that.
Sore thorn, harsh word being used here, let me use it the nicest possible way, mention of it did cause bit of heartburn, then again, things always work out for me, and so I am not going to pay much attention to it. Everyone involved is pretty mature and I am sure they will use their best judgment if the issue arises.
Parenting and interference, again I am going to be wise, patient and pick the battle worth fighting for. Petty issues and interferences, I am going to ignore. In one ear, out the other, that policy has worked so well in the past and I will continue adopting it.
Friendly woes, I have non and drama others are embroiled in, staying out of it. Going to concentrate on my life and my close loved ones as always. What others do, gain or lose is none of my business. It does not affect me in any sense. I have my own life to live, my own story and it’s not going to be influenced by anyone else. Grass is never greener on other side and I would never want to switch my life with anyone. What’s mine will come to me, I just have visualize and receive it. Of course on that note, no more search on issues unrelated to these individuals or situations. My time is way too precious to be wasted on it.